InLoveAndSqualor

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Heaven Help Us ::Part 8:: by InLoveAndSqualor, literature

Life on the Murder Scene Part 1 by InLoveAndSqualor, literature

Untitled Love Poem 12 by InLoveAndSqualor, literature

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Untitled Love Poem 12

And despite this awful wrenching love... All I want to say to you is, I want more for you than me. Because your happiness is more to me than mine. Your happiness will force flowers to bud and open and bloom, force life into the most desolate of skies. And for that I'll never hope to take you as mine. Even if I had the guts to face the rejection, for you I'd die alone. You are all flowing brooks and streams. You're life, you are the greenness of trees. And I am the ivy that clings and roots and chokes. I am your suffocation and to me you're my forbidden hope.

Drowning Lessons ::Part 2:: by InLoveAndSqualor, literature

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Drowning Lessons ::Part 2::

Gerard stood outside the motel and stuffed a cigarette angrily into his mouth, felt an awful seething tension simmering wildly under his surface, threatening to explode out in his every movement. He always felt like this when he left Frank, felt like he wanted to burst out into a desperate run or scream and scream until his lungs would fail and just wouldn't let him anymore. But he didn't. He never did. He would just stand and ripple somewhere below the surface and then he'd start his slow and reluctant walk home. Lighting his cigarette Gerard glanced up at the vast cool expanse of the nights sky, bright specks of stars dancing, flickering

Thank You For The Venom by InLoveAndSqualor, literature

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Thank You For The Venom

Frank woke up and groaned, blinking bleakly at the world through sleep blurred eyes. His tongue was a horrible thick carpet laying in his mouth and his limbs shrieked in protest as he moved them in that awkward way that waking from a deep restless sleep forced. Grimacing he tried and failed to remember arriving back at his apartment, to his bed. He glanced over to his clock radio and winced, 2.42pm glowed sinisterly from it. He stared at it, at its nauseating green numbers, until he finally noticed the small book of matches resting nonchalantly on top. Frank reached over to retrieve them with numbness running over him, the dullness of someon

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Heaven Help Us ::Part 8:: by InLoveAndSqualor, literature

Life on the Murder Scene Part 1 by InLoveAndSqualor, literature

Untitled Love Poem 12 by InLoveAndSqualor, literature

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Untitled Love Poem 12

Drowning Lessons ::Part 2:: by InLoveAndSqualor, literature

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Drowning Lessons ::Part 2::

Thank You For The Venom by InLoveAndSqualor, literature

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Thank You For The Venom

Heaven Help Us ::Part 7:: by InLoveAndSqualor, literature

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Heaven Help Us ::Part 7::

Fighting every cell in his body, that fought and roared and tore against him, Frank pulled away from their kiss. Their sweetly intense kiss that clawed and pulled back and didn't want to let him go. Away from Gerard's fingers that couldn't stop their frantic searching across the fabric of Frank's jeans, fingers that would for moments curl despondently around his hips. It should have been everything he wanted, but everything in this felt wrong, everything in this felt about roar physical need. And somehow Frank couldn't bring himself to have this end as just that once more. He couldn't stand to feel used by someone that meant so much to him,

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United Kingdom
Deviant for 17 years
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Personal Quote: Cute boys should make out more. And I should be allowed to watch!!!!

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InLoveAndSqualor

Mar 1, 2015

I'm painting again...

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Apr 22, 2012

Artists That Make My Heart Sing... PLEASE GO SEE!

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These people have so much talent.... I look at what they can do and I lose my breath... I seriously do... Please go support them.... :heart: 1) ~lucydoops (https://www.deviantart.com/lucydoops) - She's wonderful (and modest) and so young... Her talent can only grow.... :thumb216264233::thumb263036306::thumb267327310::thumb292236025::thumb252454271::thumb271680026::thumb295626659: 2) :iconmooching-leech: - Beautiful manga-style images. Again wonderfully modest and a really lovely Deviant by all accounts... Gah can't express the awesomeness! :thumb289471158::thumb295753163::thumb293073243::thumb296356042::thumb260592863: 3) :iconrompopita: - Sooooo unique, I've seen her

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Apr 2, 2012

OMG HELP ME... LiveJournal

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Okay so peeps have been suggesting for years that I need to join LiveJournal... So I did and god do I not have a clue what Im doing. God do I feel old. Anyone who might PITY me enough and maybe even like me enough please come guide me through it... Reply to this journal!!! Just a few examples: How do I actually post in the format that others post their fics: IE like the Pairings, Ratings, Disclaimers etc rather than a standard journal post. Or is this done by posting onto a group... Oh god I dont know. Do you post then add to a group or just post on the group... :faint: Cant get my bloody picture to upload even though its a JPG and not ov

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Dec 9, 2013

Read till the end it's adorable! I sent an angel to watch over you last night, but it came back and I asked,"why?"...The angel said,"angels don't watch over angels!" Twenty angels are in your world. Ten of them are sleeping, nine of them are playing and one is reading this message. God has seen you struggling with some things and god says its over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in god send this to 14 friends including me, if I don't get it back I guess I'm not one of them. As soon as you get 5 replies, someone you love will quietly surprise you... Not joking. Pass this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested and god is going to fix two big things tonight in your favor. If you believe in god drop everything and pass it on TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE. DON'T BREAK THIS. SEND THIS TO 14 FRIENDS IN 10 MINUTES IT'S NOT THAT HARD. WHOEVER SENT THIS TO YOU MUST CARE ABOUT YOU